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I miss you. I wish I could cry and get these emotions out but my tear ducts don’t work for bullshit. I loved you. I really did. I gave you my fucking heart. You were a damn asshole the way you treated me. And part of me can’t believe you, but the other part knows you had it in you the whole time. The fact that you’ve been playing games since day one hurts. I know you loved me. I just know. You had to. I fucking loved you. I felt it. I knew you loved me. But you were a bitch. You couldn’t tell me. I loved you. I did. Past tense. And I’m so cross-faded as I type but I mean everything. Daniel Nicholas Ukpong you broke my fucking heart

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I’m gonna make the most of my last 2 months of my undergraduate career. Gotta make it last.

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I wanna fall in love with The Weeknd again. I miss his music.

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Like what if he only calls me “this girl”? Like actually. “Some girl” “this chick” “my sidepiece”. But also who said “this girl” is bad. “This girl” could mean good too. What if he talks to his boys and says he with “his shawty”. He’s with “his girl”. Or the best of all. “I’m with Quinta.” That would make my heart smile. For him to claim me. Everyone always wants someone to belong too. Maybe I just want to belong to myself most of the time and the other times I wish I belonged to him. I like being alone, but when I’m done with that feeling, I want to be close to someone. Someone that can hold me and make me feel amazing. I can do these feelings on my own, but it just feels 10x better when it’s with another human being.

I kinda trailed off there,

but I just wanna
saythatiloveyouDan.

Do you want me as much as I want you? That’s the line that just played in the Xscape song I’m listening to. Casually just typed Xscape.

I love you Dan and I feel like you love me too.

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What if he just calls me “this girl”?

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Zoom You see that big smile? That’s how it feels when you’re taking 25 units and just finished midterms. How did I do it? Dressed up everyday and made to-do lists. First half of the semester✔️#classof2014 👑

You see that big smile? That’s how it feels when you’re taking 25 units and just finished midterms. How did I do it? Dressed up everyday and made to-do lists. First half of the semester✔️#classof2014 👑

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Zoom Surviving midterms with a smile. Good luck everyone and especially my fellow seniors.

Surviving midterms with a smile. Good luck everyone and especially my fellow seniors.

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Zoom kirstenbrittany:

I really liked my hair lastnight

kirstenbrittany:

I really liked my hair lastnight

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February 11, 2014
but you never did see it

connotativewords:

February 11, 2014

but you never did see it

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JL writing

Can’t believe the number of people who’ve let alone read this…

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JL writing

Can’t believe the number of people who’ve let alone read this…

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I will not settle

for bits and pieces of you.

I want all of you.

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Sleep with me. I couldn’t care less if were wearing five layers of clothes, or nothing at all. You belong in my bed. You deserve to feel the comfort of what I call ‘paradise’.
Sleep with me. I’ll help you recreate the warmth that left your fingertips years ago. I want to hear you breathe easily, as the sound drowns out every single worry on my weary mind.
Sleep with me. I don’t mean to create such a sense urgency, but you deserve to feel safe, and I’ll do everything in my power to make that happen.

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Come into me.
Let me remind you why human contact is an absolute necessity.
Let me grab those hips of yours, and bring you in close enough to show you that you will never lose me.
I want to bite your lips and fill your mouth with reasons why you’ll never want to belong to anyone else. I’ll let you trail your fingernails down my back as a map of the places you’ve taken me.
You’ll fill my ears with the noises you make and remind me that the only thing I want to get high off of is your laugh.
And when I whisper that I love you, it’ll never be out of secrecy, but rather out of the certainty that you literally leave me breathless.

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Zoom de981344:

L.O.V.E

de981344:

L.O.V.E

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